These last few days have been a little rough on me. Someone broke their word to me and it doesn't seem to bother that person at all. My husband has been doing everything he can to help me deal with everything, but the pain just isn't going away right now. I keep thinking to myself "There's a reason I'm going through this. God is teaching me a lesson here. This will be for future use.". God has already taught me quite a few lessons from this situation. I realize just how important it is to stick to God's laws NOT MATTER WHAT. I realize how easy it can be to fall away.
Usually when I'm going through something like this I start rebelling in some way. This time it's different. This time I realize that I need God to wrap his blanket of love and understanding around me. He has already done different things today to show me he is there for me. I've had the radio station to Christian music today so I can get through the day and use the music as a pillow to rest my thoughts on.
I know laying around and feeling sorry for myself is NOT going to make things better. With time I know the hurt and pain will go away. I just have to have patience and watch for what I can take from this situation.
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